Denise and Levi had a beautiful life. They were expecting twins, a boy and a girl, had just moved into a new house and purchased a new car. Their lives were about to be filled with much anticipated joy. Instead, a brain hemorrhage ended the life of Denise and her full-term twins, altering every aspect of Levi's life and taking away everything he held dearest. Living Through My Nightmare: Inside the Head and Heart of Grief is a story of survival after five years of one of the most life-altering events one could imagine. This book walks through Levi's first five years of grief, including all his biggest hurdles: holding down a job, encountering difficult holidays, managing anger with the medical community, navigating his evolving relationship with family, friends, and religion, as well as some highly positive and negative moments.