This book is a real story about a young woman's struggles in today's world. Sometimes her trials came by other people's actions, and sometimes she made some horribly wrong decisions. Some of her wrong decisions would haunt her for years, and then she would self-medicate herself with drugs and alcohol. After giving birth to one of her children, she starts examining her life, evaluating herself as a bad mom. A babysitter has an invitation for her that will change her life for the better. Therefore, she took steps of improvement and found something better for herself. She looks back at her mistakes and finds that God has forgiven her for all of them. She does not know all of her children to this day but wants to know them and knows God has a destiny for all of them.